Birth date: Dec 10, 1968 Death date: Jun 12, 2013
Karen Kay Gilbert-Gibbs, 44, of Urbana passed away on Wednesaday, June 12, 1913 in Decatur. Arrangements are incomplete at Graceland/Fairlawn Funeral Home. Read Obituary
Karen I'm so pissed you left first and left me here alone. I knew it would happen though to be honest. I figured out where you where that night and who gave you the stuff.
We were soooo happy for a short time, I'll never forget how you felt in my arms, how hard I laughed and how long it had been, and now how long it's been since I have laughed at all.
Everything is just peachy now for me and my demons are silenced for the most part.
Wish you were here.
Thinking of you... 😪
I am so sad that we didn't get the time that I always thought we would. In my heart, I believed you'd eventually beat your demons & we'd be able to have a relationship. I believed that one day, you'd be able to know your grandchildren. My heart breaks for the future we never got to have. I was so angry with you... for so many reasons... for so many years... But the older I get, as I watch my children grow... I just feel the loss for them too... I have no one to talk to about you. So this was really my only option. I want you to know, that you have 7 grandchildren. Though, I do hope you know Malakhai already, and are showering him with love in heaven. My heart just hurts. So many days that I wish I had a mother to turn to... So this candle is the light of the future that I held in my heart... only this light won't be extinguished too soon...
Your daughter,
Amanda Kay
(Kaeti Clarin)
Lit a candle in memory of Karen Kay Gilbert-Gibbs
Karen, I have been looking for you for over a year now. I was devastated to hear of your passing. You had your problems, but we all do. One thing I do know is you were always good to me. I love you KayKay, always and forever.
