Kae Clarin
Thinking of you... 😪
I am so sad that we didn't get the time that I always thought we would. In my heart, I believed you'd eventually beat your demons & we'd be able to have a relationship. I believed that one day, you'd be able to know your grandchildren. My heart breaks for the future we never got to have. I was so angry with you... for so many reasons... for so many years... But the older I get, as I watch my children grow... I just feel the loss for them too... I have no one to talk to about you. So this was really my only option. I want you to know, that you have 7 grandchildren. Though, I do hope you know Malakhai already, and are showering him with love in heaven. My heart just hurts. So many days that I wish I had a mother to turn to... So this candle is the light of the future that I held in my heart... only this light won't be extinguished too soon...
Your daughter,
Amanda Kay
(Kaeti Clarin)
