Mom, I was not brave enough to speak at your memorial. Javi (or Mr. Magoo as you called him) did and you would have been so proud. I have missed your voice and jokes for two weeks and it feels close to impossible to just move on. I was so honored to have you live with me, you taught me your softness that I try to embrace but I also fail miserably at, at times (work in progress). We got to enjoy you at the center piece of our lives for so long that it is weird to have an empty chair at the dinner table now. We don't know how to navigate without the sweetest woman with the softest hands. Holidays, Birthdays, Graduations will all be different without you there. I am left in a house full of great memories and all your things. I must say some of the things you order give me a chuckle and asking why😂. For instance the sign you ordered that says "check out". We all got a good laugh because of your sense of humor. I do feel obligated to hang it somewhere. The 5 packs of 24 stylus pens that you ordered, Maria and I will probably find 10 in your chair. The delivery guys will probably miss coming to our doorstep for the one and only "Sue McCoy". I love that everywhere you went you put that smile on and engaged with others with your infectious witty personality. I'm sure the front desk ladies at your Dr office will ask about Mrs. sue. Thanks for being the best mom and loving me always. I will always miss and love you the MOSTEST! You are our hero with angel wings. Fly by and visit us often mom, we 😘 💕